3 AM Aloneness

The wind blows through the curtains and spreads the spice of night air
across the room and
my heart fills to bursting with longing for you
the loss I feel at the emptiness of the other pillow is so profound
I ache in time with my pulse
and in that 3am aloneness
the hour of remorse
I page through my memories and try to edit
try to write an alternate ending
I wonder if I will ever recover from the lonely nights
and the strange, terrible
unbearable knowledge that I am missing you
when I don’t know who you are…

©jayetomas2014

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About chimerapoet

I write. I write a lot. A. LOT. There are times I am half blind with a sentence ricocheting off the walls of my stupid, cant be shut off to save my life, brain. I am miserable until I get it down on paper. Punch it up a bit. Usually cross out half of it. And then breathe. Relax. Only to do it all again..... But I just thought that was me. How I am. Not a writer....noooo...not me. Writers are.....writing people. People Who Write. REALLY write. Write things that matter. All grown up very important things. Not.....me. I am just a scribbler of sorts. And I was/am content with that....if it's true, well then....a scribbler am I. Until the thought wormed its way in to my brain (the furtive sneaky bitch) that maybe...just maybe...that is writing. My style. My strange way. But....still writing. So here I am at the dance. Not sure I know any of the moves and the music is entirely mine. But.....only one way to find out. Would you care to join me?
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One Response to 3 AM Aloneness

  1. kamilica2002 says:

    The one you miss is missing you too, I am sure it’s true.

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